20, dont know if I should quit my job. I dont know if anything in life is worth it either

2021.12.02 13:34 sussyballs5818 20, dont know if I should quit my job. I dont know if anything in life is worth it either

I don't know if this will be super coherent, this may end up being a stream of consciousness but I want a second opinion on my current life situation outside of myself so here goes.
Context on my situation, I'm 20 and I live in the UK with my parents. I've struggled with working mostly due in part to social issues exacerbated by being autistic. Had to quit my last job at a gas station due to constant under staffing and the stress that angry early morning customers would bring. My current job I got through the employment office as part of a scheme to get young people back into work after Covid (called the Kickstarter scheme). I was placed in a Re-Use center at a scrapyard where they take kitchen appliances that have been thrown away and get them back up to standard to sell them on for cheaper prices. My job is to take the scrap fridges that can't be fixed, take the pieces from within out of them (freezer baskets, door shelves, salad crispers etc), take pictures of them and upload them to a database where I will then sell them on eBay. Problem is, this job is the most mind numbing thing I have ever done, it only pays me £8.92 an hour and I can't seem to motivate myself to up my productivity at all. I have had days where I have bursts of productivity that last for an hour or two and the rest of the day I feel like a zombie, dragging myself around waiting for the 4 o'clock finish. I also don't really want to be here, I'm only here because I need to do 6 months (ending in February) but it drains me working here and I want to quit. Problem is I don't want the jobcentre harassing me over quitting and forcing me into worse jobs subsequently.
Productivity is the main issue, I can't stop getting distracted and my brain will wonder off constantly due to the monotonous tasks that I have to do. One of the tasks that I recently completed (2 weeks behind schedule) was a stock check of 2878 spare fridge parts. I had to walk through the whole storage area ticking off each and every item on the shelves one by one. Whilst doing this job, my focus was completely off, there would be times that I would stop doing the task and I would simply stare out of the window. My manager and supervisor have caught me doing this multiple times and have said the next time they catch me doing it they will send me home. I assume this is a sugar coated way of saying that I'd be terminated. I have been caught on my phone a few times also, and I now have to lock my phone away in a locker. On top of that they will search my pockets to see if I have it on me. I couldn't be fucked with this job to begin with, I'm only doing it to keep the jobcentre off my arse for 6 months and to keep my parents happy but the money doesn't do anything. Plus I'm not trusted given how unproductive I am and I will be searched like I'm in a prison.
I'm not going to pretend like the problem is entirely external because it clearly isn't, someone who could easily sit down and do these boring tasks without any distraction whatsoever would never have these problems. I just can't help but get distracted, I've thought of seeing a psychiatrist because who knows there might be something going on mentally that I'm not aware of. But maybe its just a case of me pulling up my bootstraps and just getting to it. I could do that but where is it going to lead me? If I complete this placement I could get a permanent position there or just take the job experience and add it on to my CV to get more jobs like this one. But why the fuck would I want to work there permanently when I have no motivation to be here in the first place. I'm stuck between staying here and finishing this placement to keep the jobcentre and my parents happy for the next 3 months at the expense of my sanity and (with the recent pocket searching rule) my dignity, and quitting for my own mental health. I won't ever have to turn up to this shithole ever again but I will be hounded by calls from the kickstarter agency and the jobcentre asking me why I quit. I could then cancel my claim from the jobcentre and not be bothered by them at all but then I will have zero money whatsoever and money is nice to have overall.
The adult world seems like everyone is crawling through fucking mud all the time to make ends meet, and I don't want to live a life where I'm working in a soulless job that I hate just so I can fucking sit there in an empty apartment and do nothing but consume media and sleep. Nowadays most people apparently don't even use their uni degrees so going to university seems like a scam and it seems most people settle into mediocre jobs just to make ends meet for the rest of their lives. They spend every waking hour sucking up to people they secretly hate just for that small chance of a promotion. And for what, the last 15 years of your life to be free from work? You're old, the flesh prison that you were cast into has now decayed and you will slowly notice yourself not being able to do the things you used to do, your health starts to get worse and as far as I know retirement money sucks unless you were able to make it big time (which nowadays seems fucking impossible). On top of that you've got kids who fucking lip sync on TikTok and make more than fucking paramedics, just goes to show that if you put the extra mile in you'll be rewarded (lol).If the next 40 years of my life are nothing but work then why live it. This job has taught me that I will be mostly incapable of working in general, so what the fuck am I meant to do. Is this how everyone feels or do people just numb themselves to a life of corporate slavery.
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2021.12.02 13:34 BubbleDragonTea LF/ Glastrier and Regieleki! I have some shiny non-legendary pokemon too! Also looking for an Appleton

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2021.12.02 13:34 PlanetToday Kodėl man miegant tirpsta rankos? Kai naktį ramiai miegame, ilgai būname toje pačioje padėtyje. Tai gali sukelti rankos (plaštakos, riešo) tirpimą. Tačiau mėšlungis ir tirpimas gali atsirasti ir dėl kitų priežasčių. Kai kurie iš jų yra gana rimti. Pavyzdžiui, tunelinis sindromas arba riešo kanalo

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2021.12.02 13:34 UrMomIsMorbidlyfat2 Chrześcijaństwo_wpz

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2021.12.02 13:34 redditmedi Game is a lot better than launch

You guys following this negativity hate trend and it's getting sad at this point. Y'all knew they were going to do cosmetics no matter what they are. Why y'all roasting your own game lol. The hit reg is a lot better. The game is actually way better. The only thing making this game actually die is the error you get when you try to load into online match. When they fix that, then the game is really good. Those asking if this games worth it. Take 2 mins and go ask a battlefield streamer how it feels not no random 2k subscriber YT channel who put 3 hours into it and that's still complaining about specialists. And this scoreboard joke. We both know it doesn't have to be in the game. Yes it's different but y'all acting like it's the end of the world.
Yes the game finally feels good after these two patches. If anyone says otherwise it's just people hating for fun make the game look worse. PC here with 3080. 150+ hours.
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2021.12.02 13:34 blaze092005 Any Upgrades? Everyone is tradeable except Navas and SBC cards. Currently tight on budget since I finally bought Messi after saving up for 3 weeks. But I can save up again.

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2021.12.02 13:34 bubblesculptor 6kpro screen glitches?

I hsve the 6kpro, and occasionally during operation the screen starts glitching out, as if a ghost is randomly pushing the touchscheen all over. It's done this from the beginning. I haven't been able to figure out what causes it. I typically have it on tripod then when i go check on it i'll see the screen plowing thru menus etc. Doesn't seem to effect the video being recorded. I'll stop recording, power off and power back on and it acts normal again. Just curious if anyone else has been experiencing this.
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2021.12.02 13:34 KavuTitan Time to find every skeleton in every owner’s closet

What a great opportunity to fill this media vacuum with some good old-fashioned investigative journalism. The owners could stand to take a little heat to keep them off their usual strategy of sitting back and letting public opinion turn against the players. Maybe I’m overestimating the importance of public pressure on these negotiations but if so it’s still some healthy attention to who the owners are.
Sincerely, Fuck Rob Manfred, esq.
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2021.12.02 13:34 geimfar_ What are the best (electronic) albums released in 2021?

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2021.12.02 13:34 OccupyHolyoke $5 Per Dozen Eggs May Soon Be A Reality In Massachusetts - NewBostonPost

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2021.12.02 13:34 Poorzin Knock out anthems

Imma show my age here cause I think most of y’all young niggas but anyway. I’m in my early 2000s bag and I play No Mo Play In GA by Pastor Troy. And it got me reminiscing about all the niggas I seen get knocked the fuck out when it came on in the club. Shit like that just starts a straight mosh pit lmao. But the top joints I seen niggas go to sleep off are
(No order)
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What you got to add to it?
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2021.12.02 13:34 pleasedontfollowm3-5 Regitze Christensen

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2021.12.02 13:34 Strict-Opinion2274 Color Guide for Episode 11 of Book 1

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2021.12.02 13:34 abstract-realism Best use of PCIe 4 SSD

Not sure that Buildapc is exactly the right place for this question but you guys are very knowledgeable!
I just picked up a Sabrent Rocket 4 Plus on sale for black friday. My system currently has a PCIe 3 NVME for the boot drive and most applications; a Sata SSD for my Photoshop files and After Effects projects, Photoshop Scratch Disks, and most of my Steam library; and a HDD for backups and long term storage. The Sata drive is the one that typically runs out of space. AFAIK being on a PCIe drive doesn't make all that much difference for games, so I'm planning on leaving games on the Sata SSD and using the new PCIe 4 drive for Adobe files / scratch disk/cache/etc.
So my questions are:
1: are there any games that really would benefit from being on an NVME vs Sata SSD?
2: does anyone know whether it's better to have photoshop's scratch and files on different drives? (I can also ask that on the photoshop)
3: it wouldn't make sense to move windows to the new one, would it? Don't think it'd really speed anything up?
Thank you!
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2021.12.02 13:34 AnimeExtremist23 Difference between legion 5i and 7i?

Hey everyone so just curious what the difference is between these 2, because I current just bought the asus m16 and the legions are highly recommended. I just need a laptop for medium gaming but also portable for when I travel
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2021.12.02 13:34 trainerfry_1 "Howdy, stranger"

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2021.12.02 13:34 M____t____ Working Through the Pandemic with Steven Glaze of Smart Exteriors, LLC

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2021.12.02 13:34 YOOOOOOOOOOT Leggad på ica när min kompis köpte energidricka

Är det lagligt för ica:s personal att legga mig när min kompis köper energidricka? (Vi är 18 btw med körkort så tyckte det var onödigt att legga i första fall.). Jag visade mitt körkort och han visade sitt utan att ifrågasätta eftersom att vi inte orkade bry oss. Uppenbarligen var det inget tvång, men min kompis hade kanske inte fått sitt koffein annars.
Jag vill bara veta om de får göra så här utav ren nyfikenhet.
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2021.12.02 13:34 BunChargum Technology makes it difficult to get a great job if you lie or were fired from your past job

From a Recruiter who worked in Staffing/Human Resources for over 20 years:
If you were fired for misconduct or incompetence (including the old standby excuse of employers- "not a good fit" it will be very difficult to find a new job similar to the one you left.
Nowadays employers have a record of nearly every person who works in America for most employers who use a payroll system. (Using employment verification companies like THE WORK NUMBER.) Through these online systems, an employer can gain access to applicants' employment going back at least 10 years. Employer Name, dates of employment, salary history, position title history, and eligibility for rehire.
So if you lie on your application you are going to be found out. If you were fired from your job you will be found out too. And unless you have a great spin to the story, no GOOD JOB for you!
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2021.12.02 13:34 TheFuturesEnd Why are people still trying to be outraged by the 5 deaths that resulted from the Jan. 6 riot but also ignoring the 6 people that just died from the Waukesha parade incident?

It might just be the subs where I hang out but already today I've seen multiple mentions of Jan. 6, nothing about Waukesha for days.
I feel like they were both pretty horrific events and maybe we should be talking about how to prevent both from happening again.
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2021.12.02 13:34 overseashighway1 FEC Machine Shop on Hogs Key - part of the “Marathon Complex” 1908-1912

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2021.12.02 13:34 4GameHz Ecco i videogiochi gratis di Dicembre: Ps Plus, Epic, Prima Gaming, Xbox e Stadia

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2021.12.02 13:34 c11a5 ID?

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